Losing Someone You Love
What does it feel like to lose someone you are close too? Does it hurt? Do you miss them? Do you cry? Do you move on quickly? Are you mad? Are you sad? Do you go into a depression? I have personally lost 3 really important people in my life. I have lost my great grandma, great grandpa, and my aunt Jakie. I was close to all of them when they died.
About 4 or 5 years ago my great grandma died. We had so much in common and we were like 2 peas in a pod. When she died I was extremely sad and I instantly missed her. Two years later my great grandpa died. I always loved to go to his house and visit him. When he died he made me miss him and great grandma more. Then 2 years later my aunt Jakie died (November of 2010). I was really sad because not only did I see her a lot but she was my god mother. She loved to cook and she was really good at it. Aunt Jakie was nice, sweet, and the best sweets maker in the entire world. I feel like Mr. Death is taking 1 member from our family every 2 years and if so who's next?
To this day it is hard to deal with their deaths but with the help of my friends and my family I am getting through it. When you lose someone close to you it is sad but not just sad as in you cry a little, it is as if all the happiness in the world was gone, you are all alone and no one will help you, you will never see them again, and you don't feel like you'll ever be happy again. It goes much deeper then crying, and you will always miss them. One of my favorite teachers, Mrs. Carroll told me "You need to always remember the happy memories of them." When you lose someone you are close to lean on your family and friends they are there for you and they always will be, I know mine were.